Hopeless Dreams

 My dreams came true

Is all about you

Nothing to say at least I know

Because it is all about you!

Dreaming beside you in the future is failing

Actions are great

Without the conviction of the heart

Words are pointless

New dreams and a new goal

Like a caterpillar to a beautiful butterfly

Molding yourself to the fullest

Like three-star In a sun

Dreams are dreams

Build it not just a dream

Hold it tight like a heart

Beat it and make it like a moon in a night

Thinking of the past are my wound

I've wounded again but I turn it into my wisdom 

Commonly called it a failures

But this is my endeavors

My future is my dreams

Accept the failures and build a new one

Maybe I'm in the wrong direction

But it is part of the choice to be in a wrong one

Pointing mistakes are nonsense

Just build it again with the right one

Produce hope and dreams

Because of my HOPELESS DREAMS

END

I write a word

Speaks thousands of feelings

Struggling the emotion

Into deep of meaning

Stumble to a word

Cannot be constructed by engineers

Bullseye to the eye of nothingness

The words still meaningless

Back to reality

Face of secrecy

Like an anime

full of fantasy

read the context of meaning

it stumbles to the word of learning

even strong word fighting

it will destroy like nothing

word versus sword

it has an end

see the last

I tell you its END.

Silent of time

Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok

Sound of the clock in the midnight

Trying to sleep at night

But my brain is tightening my heart

Losing the grip of my hand

But it is a shattered crystal lime

A message of a single dime

By a deadly slime

A night with a movement of time

That affects my mind

How painful thinking you’re not mine

 In a precious time

Silent of time

Make my world not mine

Will affect the entire line

I dream is to end my time

Dead inside

I feel death enduring my body

My brain keep realizing

My soul dies a little more each day

My soul and I are at war.
We lost each other long time ago.
I die inside and I can’t let go

Maybe it's better to be numb
Not feel anything
Dead inside
At least there's no more pain

If my heart was still alive
It would pump more pain
Through my dead veins

Maybe it's better to be numb
Not feel anything
Dead inside
At least there's no more pain

But you don't care as I hide away.
You are the one responsible

Slowly slipping into a sleep

With no waking

Resting in peace

Everything is new

I miss you when the moon shines from the sky

I miss you when the star sparkling on the sky

I miss the things when were never been apart

Everything was gone for nothing

Everything is new

Everything is real in realistic clue

Everything are gone for nothing

But my heart missing something

At the end of the day

I’m thinking of you every single way

What will happen to you in another day?

If I didn’t see you yesterday

I really miss you like the moon at night

I really miss you like sun in my sight

I wish it’s already a holiday

So we can have time to spent for the whole day

Rebound

I still play with the ball

The weight is like a marble

Full of silent and undeniable

Just to be unbreakable

I play a lot of game

Like a burning flame

In the middle of a realm

Just to be the tough male

I’ll stop this freaking play

To unmask the face of clay

To face the validity

And I will be the casualty

It is really hard to win a game

If you are a new in their game

Just thinking of a play to win this game

I realize I just rebound on this game

Forbidden Love

Do I need to accept?

Do I need to face it?

Do I need to forget?

The romanticism of forbidden love

I adore her with my precious life

I want to kiss her while my eyes is close

I want to cuddle her in the bed of rose

I want to be with her with a hope

I will play on the time

But it is a forbidden time

Night is our starting time

Morning is end time

I taking 1 step forward

You take 2 steps backward

I will walk to the end

But I will never stop in the end

Countless nights have not slept

Boundless sorrow, they often wept

Dear skies of the bright blue

Peering eyes at the elusive you

Loving you is forbid everything

Time, dreams, slept and everywhere

Now I know that hurting me so

Our love is forbidden because I chose to love you